That voice speaking throughout the song is that of Do (aka Bo, aka Marshall Applewhite), the leader of Heaven’s Gate. I didn’t find his final video from which it was taken, but there is a very similar video recorded a few months earlier here.
39 members of Heaven’s Gate committed mass suicide, believing that it would enable them to hitch a ride on the spaceship that they believed was travelling with the Hale-Bopp comet. Each member carried a five dollar bill and three quarters in their pocket.
Interstellar space travel is a bargain, apparently.
I found suicidepreventionlifeli… this which I think is what you’re asking about possibly.
Oh, okay. So it is a thing. I was just like, “Omg. What if there are people out there with nobody to talk to and they’re like me so talking on the phone would only make it worse!”
I’m sure there’s others, I remember once seeing a tumblr post with links to a few of them. That was just the first one I found through google searching.
Just be aware that that particular link will only work for a few more days (unless the pilot program is extended), and only for eight hours per day.
However, there is a list of online resources available at http://unsuicide.wikispaces.com/Online+Suicide+Help, so help is still there if you need it.