Getting one of Stepdad’s patented pep talks about how he wishes I could get a life, and how it eats him up that I can’t find work.
I looked at him and said “if it eats YOU up, imagine how I feel about it.”
It’s not like I don’t fucking try. But nobody wants me, and after all this time I can’t see why they even would.
I already spend most of my time feeling worthless, and Stepdad’s reminders of just how worthless I am don’t help at all.