My mom’s taking this harder than I am. Which kind of makes sense, considering that she married him.

Although she did cheat on him, too (that’s where my little sister and the first of the three divorces she’s had came from).

She wasn’t home when we found out. She was with my older sister. Since she got home, she hasn’t said a word to me. She’s talked to my stepdad about it, but I think she knows that I’m kind of in a weird place about it.

I’ve lost a lot of family members throughout my life. Some have hit me harder than others…but I don’t think I’ve reacted to a death the same way twice. I don’t know if it’s just that I don’t know how, or what.

Fuck it. It is what it is, or something.

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  1. mistookmistake said: I’m sorry to hear of this, my friend. Every death is different. A different relationship to them, a different situation surrounding the death, the person themselves. No death is the same, and no reaction is the same. Very true. Stay strong. *hugs*
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